Thursday, March 12, 2009

Anxiety



It's starting to wear on me.  I have been finding myself staying up all night and sleeping all day just to avoid the usual. I have been spending more and more time alone, and just thinking about everything that has been surrounding me recently. Blah blah blah life is tough and mysterious. 
I am ready for a shift and a change to occur and spark my interest in something new. I am sick of shutting out the bad instead of facing it head on. I am sick of being a coward on the inside that is terrified of change and difference. I will be the one who will take the reigns and steer this life in the direction that I see fit. It doesn't matter what anyone thinks or cares about my decisions. I face the consequences of my own life.

Listen to Sun Kil Moon


Edit: after reading through this post, it made me think of this:


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